Dangerous Liaisons

Dangerous Liaisons

Jan. 2023

I’m asking my soul how hard is it to love yourself in your last life in this realm? I’m gaining momentum moving towards my goals but then my body holds me back with illness or disability. It’s a constant learning process and my nervous system gets tired sometimes. I’m learning to embrace this dance… two steps forward and one step back.

I’m happy to be creating art and then I’m sad because I’m lonely.

Back and forth.

Round and round I go.

One day I’m just happy to be dancing! But then the next day I’m begging for a place to hide from the pounding music and the flashing lights of this world.

I’m going crazy and then I’m at peace.

I’m opening my heart to the most important person in my life … me. I’m working on accepting my disability that keeps me locked inside myself and desperate to fly free into the world of the speaking. One day I pray my acceptance will hold. Until then on and off the merry-go-round I step.

It’s a whirlwind of emotions and sometimes I just want to get off and rest my weary mind and body for a moment. I imagine a little spot in the desert where I can rest in the sand and gaze up at the heavens and contemplate all the beings who cycle through life on this planet.

We all face the struggle of self acceptance and self love throughout our time on Earth. When our essence releases from our corporeal bodies we become pure love awaiting our next contract on this plane of existence. In this suspended form we accept ourselves completely because we see

we are all connected. We play in time and space as free souls who are only love.

The most dangerous liaison we live is our relationship to self. Always judging ourselves to be more, do more and fight harder. I’m asking you to love yourself for your essence, which is the same as everyone else’s essence in the heavens.

Self love is the best gift you can give yourself because it opens your heart to love as easily as a mother loves her child in the moment she gazes into his soul.

No matter your ability in this life, you are capable of love for yourself which is love for all.

About the artist

Gavin Byrne

In His Words

My name is Gavin and I am an artist! I live with a physical disability and Autism. I’m also non speaking. When I meet people, I know exactly what they believe about me. I can read their energy. Sadly, because I can’t speak, many people assume I don’t understand. I admit that being misunderstood and overlooked in a lot of situations wears on my soul. There is nothing as powerful as being seen and accepted just for being yourself! I sometimes feel like I don’t belong in this world, and letting myself feel free to create art has allowed me to work through a lot of difficult feelings about being disabled.

In 2021 I made my first piece of resin art with my mentor Tannis and I discovered that I can suspend my energy in my creations. I felt so excited to have discovered a way to share what I want to say with others. It felt like purpose entered my life. I was struggling in a school system that wasn’t designed for me and I felt very lost before I came to experience this type of art. I love that art can say so much without an actual voice... just like me. I encourage everyone to view all art with an open heart. Art carries a message and if you drop into your heart you will feel it.

Gavin's Process

I’m limited in my movements so I work as part of a team. I choose all the colours and materials and direct the creative flow. When I pour resin I need someone to help me grasp the cup while I move my arm. I’m working on independent pouring but I still need more control. I type on my iPad to give direction and make creative decisions. I currently need a communication partner to help facilitate my typing until my brain body connection becomes strong enough to type on my own. My mom is my facilitator and she also does little tasks like mixing and spreading resin when I need help. Tannis helps me understand how resin moves and teaches me about art and spirit. If I need a steady hand to complete a fine motor task, I describe it and they assist me. I try to use my body’s corporeal energy as much as I am physically able to, but I can safety say I can always put my full spiritual energy into each piece. I’m trying to accept my limitations in this life but I admit it can be hard some days. Creative flow lets me come back to my joy. I’m grateful to this team for giving me this outlet to express myself.

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